21/12/2011-Huh??

I supposed to not have any class today but my lecturer want to make up his missed lesson so it was a bad news for me. But since today he gave us the exam tips so willing or not I had to go also. Yet the exam tips he gave up was far too many and i didn't even know how to start. Huh!!!

20/12/2011-Please...

After all the test and performances, at last i can rest in peace for a while. All sort kinds of things come together really made me tired and troublesome(no offence please). After all, i am not that capable to do so many things at the same time. So next time, no more performance things for me. I quit!!!

19/12/2011-Dance and Sing!!!

This morning i go Pusat Kokurikulum to see weather i pass my belt grading or not. And its a relieve that i passed and manage to upgrade to yellow belt. And later that night was the Farewell Dinner for my senior and i am nervous about the performance that we are going to perform. Luckily all things goes well and we had a lot of fun that night...^^

18/12/2011-Christmas Eve!!!

Tonight at The Mines there will be an early Christmas Eve and i got participate in it. We set off from Tanjung Malim at 12pm and get there at 2pm. After having a light dinner there, we begin our Christmas Eve and sing at the bridge in The Mines. It was a very lively and lovely day for me and for everyone who participate in this Christmas Eve...^^

17/12/2011-Grading Test!!

A very important day for me and for anyone who are going to have belt grading test for Taekwondo. The test is hard as all the style and pattern must be correct although it was just testing our basic skills. I do the test with my full strength and whatever i got. Hopefully the God will bless me and let me pass...^^

16/12/2011-Prepare To Dance!!!

Farewell Dinner for my dear senior is going to arrive. It would be held on 19/12/2011 at Gu Gan Zhou Community Hall at pekan. Every badge of the junior have to perform two performance on that day so our class decided to have a dancing and singing performance. I am involved in both and today we are planing all our steps and practicing.

15/12/2011-Quote Of the day~

It is true that we do not know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we do not know what we have been missing until it arrives. We don't realise how much we appreciate what we have...imagine suddenly being without food...you don't realize what you have because it is so readily available to you. You don't know what you've been missing until it arrives...think of if you travelled on foot your whole life and suddenly are given a ride in a car...look what you'd been missing!

14/12/2011-Passport Done!!!

At last this is the day i am waiting for. One week passed and again with four of my classmates, we went to Kuala Kubu Bahru to take our passport. When we reach there the officer says that the whole registration process need to take about 1 hour so we decided to take a snack around a shop there. Luckily all things went well and not boring thanks to all my friends.

13/12/2011-Body Checkup~

Today me with all my classmates went to KL Tung Shin Hospital to do body checkup for preparation to China. Because without the report from approved hospital we cannot get visa from China embassy. Our journey accompanies with laugh and tears cause some of the girls scared to do blood test as it is interconnected with syringe. The only thing i care was that i felt uneasy when a Indian doctor check my whole body~haha~^^

12/12/2011-Love~

Love is like a ghost, many people believes in it but few can truly see it, feel it, touch it. I also believe in it and i hope i am lucky enough to get it one day, i mean love, not ghost~haha. I always wonder did love nor ghost truly exist. And if it exists, then are we the one who are going to find for it or it will come to us automatically...^^

11/12/2011-Past, Future and Now

The past is a ghost, the future a dream, and all we ever have is now. Past cannot be changed, future is unpredictable, so now i have to push myself harder and harder in order to done what i have not done in the past and prepare for the future. Easier said than done~haha~

10/12/2011-SUPER UPSI

Today is SUPER UPSI and my group represent KZ. The competition we took part is Taekwondo Poomsae and sparing. There was not much to say about the competition but one part of it is really challenging, and I like it so much. It was a friendly match between group, and I go for the 1st round. Unfortunately, I lost because my opponent too strong. This was a great experience for me, and my love towards Taekwondo grows bigger and bigger.

9/12/2011-Test Test!!!

Terrible day with a terror feeling. I had two test today and I am worried about my carry mark as both of them are my major. In actual case i don't care much about that but my lecturer is a very experienced and wise man. So i had a feeling not to fail him, due to my respect to him. And still, all i can do now is wait...

8/12/2011-Passport Again...

Continue from the failure of making passport last two days ago at Putrajaya, again, with my classmates went to Kuala Kubu Bahru Immigration Office to test out our luck. Luckily every things went fine although the conditions and requirements still a pain in the ass. So the only things we can do now is wait.

7/12/2011-Friend Birthday~

After 12pm midnight today is my friend 21th birthday. So we decided to give her a surprise tonight and of course we get ready the birthday cake and a KFC dinner plate. It seems that she was really surprised as soon she saw us cause it was 12 o'clock and we live far away for her home. I sleep late that night and didn't manage to do my assignment but as long as she is happy, its not a big deal~haha~^^

6/12/2011-Waste my time...

Today I went to Putrajaya with my classmates to do passport because next semester we are going to China to further our studies and of course this is included in student exchange program between UPSI and oversea university. But the bad news is as we reach Putrajaya we spent about 3 hours just to found out we, Sarawakians need to wait for 5 days with original copy of birth certificate. I was really disappointed by the type of working efficiency there.

5/12/2011

Another busy Monday for me. Monday is such a beautiful day to sleep but I need to wake up to attend my 3P class. After madness on Sunday it would be nice to had a wonderful sleep till noon on Monday. But since its already December so I don't mind much, cause time flies like an arrow...soon the exam come and holiday too, with my favorite, Chinese New Year!!!

4/12/2011-Movie Feast~

Nowadays there are many kind of entertainment such as dancing, singing and whatever...Watching movies was the entertainment I like the most and it nearly became my compulsory daily routine. Most of the movies lately more to action and science fiction. It was Exciting and entertaining but no meaning at all. So sometimes i like to watch some "nutrition" movie..and now i would like to share some meaningful words that i watch lately...

"When I was a young man, 

I had liberty, but I did not see it, 

I had time but did not know it, 

And I have love, but did not feel it. 

Many decades would pass before I understood its meaning of all three, 

And now, in the twilight of my life, 

This understanding had passed into contentment. 

Love, liberty, and  time…once so disposable…

Are the fuel that drive my forward, 

And love was the especially my dear, 

For you, our children, our brothers and sisters, 

And the vast and wonderful world that gave us life, 

And keeps us guessing, 

Endless affection for you, Sofia. 

Forever yours…Ezio Auditore…"

Like a poet isn't it? haha~hope you all like it~^^

3/12/2011-No Pain, No Gain~

For student, "no pain, no gain" it just means if you don't go through the pains of studying and stuff then you won't gain good marks and stuff. In other words, one have to put some effort in order to gain or achieve their goals. Me, as a student, really endure lots of pain. My life so far so good, and living also not a big deal, but to live a good life…still have a long way to go~^^

2/12/2011-Fact and Fate~

Challenges will always come in through your whole life and it will never end until the day your heart stop beating. This is what i know and couldn't resist it as this is the fact i had to face and fate i need to encounter. I always wonder i live for my own sake or others. But i should be fine as long as every things go well. We must always think positively~~^^

1/12/2011-My Friend~

The best kind of friend is the kind whom you can sit on porch and swing with, never say a word, won’t feel awkward and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you have ever had. What I meant was my friend Thian Wei Leong who was also my roommate. He was a cool guy and have a kind heart. His way of talking was very straight forward and get to the point although got some funny dialect like “diam-diam” he always says as “tiam-tiam”. Interesting~haha

22/11/11-Good News~

My big sister is going to get married next month and i felt happy for her. But too bad i cannot go back to attend her wedding because clashes of the timetable not allow me to do so. So at here i send my best wish to her and hope my brother in law will treat her well..haha~^^

21/11/11-Rubber

A person should be flexible, not too hard like a stone nor too soft like a pudding. Too hard the other peoples will reject you and keep distance with you. Too soft you are fragile and easily get bullied and cheated. A person should be more like rubber, no matter how you press it, shape it, hit it, at the end i will return to it normal state.

20/11/11

Although everyday got 24 hours but I still find each day too short for all the thoughts I want to think, all the walks I want to take, all the books I want to read, and all the friends I want to see. 
So many things need to be done in a day...huh...

19/11/11

People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that’s bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they’re afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they’re wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It’s all in how you carry it. That’s what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you’re letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.

18/11/11

We can never judge the lives of others, because each person knows only their own pain and renunciation. It's one thing to feel that you are on the right path, but it's another to think that yours is the only path. To me, the most wasted of all days is one without laughter...^^

17/11/11-Nothing is perfect~

No matter how careful you are, there's going to be the sense you missed something, the collapsed feeling under your skin that you didn't experience it all. There's that fallen heart feeling that you rushed right through the moments where you should've been paying attention. 
Well, get used to that feeling. That's how your whole life will feel some day. 
This is all practice.

16/11/2011-Simplicity, patience, compassion~

Simplicity, patience, compassion. 
These three are your greatest treasures. 
Simple in actions and thoughts, you return to the source of being. 
Patient with both friends and enemies, 
you accord with the way things are. 
Compassionate toward yourself, 
you reconcile all beings in the world.

15/11/11-Love/Life??

Where there is love, there is life. Without love life is meaningless and sorrowful. And there are 4 types of loves that are parent love, friendship love, romantic love and agape love. Among all these loves, i think the agape love is the greatest and it means selfless love of one person for another without anythings in return, in other words, unconditional love...^^

14/11/11-Life~

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it. 
Life is beauty, admire it. 
Life is a dream, realize it. 
Life is a challenge, meet it. 
Life is a duty, complete it. 
Life is a game, play it. 
Life is a promise, fulfill it. 
Life is sorrow, overcome it. 
Life is a song, sing it. 
Life is a struggle, accept it. 
Life is a tragedy, confront it. 
Life is an adventure, dare it. 
Life is luck, make it. 
Life is too precious, do not destroy it. 
Life is life, fight for it.

13/11/11-Fresh Day~

Finish every day and be done with it. I have done what I could; some blunders and absurdities no doubt crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; and I shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense. Cheers to a fresh new days~^^~

12/11/11-Just the way you are~

Sometimes people are beautiful,
Not in looks, 
Not in what they say, 
Just in what they are.

You are perfect,

Not in appearance,

Not in what you had,

Just the way you are.

11/11/11-A date with special meaning~

There are three possible scenarios:

1. Something good happens— There is absolutely no scientific basis for this belief. There are no known logical premises for this belief. But the probability is not zero.

2. Nothing happens— This is the most likely scenario. Just because an unusual date number sequence occurs doesn’t mean that something extraordinary will happen. Usually it’s a non-event.

3. Something bad happens— There is absolutely no scientific basis for this belief. This belief is not necessarily false; after all, things are generally/usually a mess. The probability is not zero.

All of this is up to your own beliefs. For me, i choose the second one because I never felt specific date will link to any special event~haha

10/11/2011-Start and End..

When you were born, you were crying, and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying. So, we should not pity the dead, but pity the living, and above all, pity the one who without love.

9/11/2011-A Test..

Not all the person I met in my life were good. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Sometimes it’s hard to decide and learn everything in life. But I will work hard on it…haha

8/11/2011-A story..

Mysterious Garden of Eden,
There has a very rare grass,
Because the probability of a four-leaf out of one hundred thousandth,
So it represents luck,
Therefore bring fortunate to life.
Eve brought it out of the Garden of Eden,
This is Clover, scientific name alfalfa,
Generally only three leaves.
In the one hundred thousand alfalfa is you may only find a "Clover"
Therefore, the internationally recognized "Clover" is a symbol of luck. Four-leaf clover,
Each leaf has a different meaning,

Dream of life which includes four things: love, health, reputation, wealth.

If you have these things, it has the fortune of the most precious gift,

Therefore fortunate life ... ...

The first leaf represents LOVE,
HEALTH on behalf of the second leaf,
Representative of the third leaf-HONOR,
The fourth leaf represents-WEALTH.

7/11/2011-Never Ever Forever and Whatever...

Every things and every parts of my body now, physically and mentally in holiday mode. Pens become heavier during holiday...make me lazy to hold them to do my holiday homework... Never mind, still have 6 days to go...haha. I felt so lazy, dizzy without busy. I just hope the holiday will last forever and never ever stop...

6/11/2011-Good Condition~

After having a great dinner and sweet dream last night, finally I feel refreshed and energetic, just like a fish on the ground get back into the water. After I back from worship at church, I clean my house, especially the kitchen...really nasty. And later that night, my housemates invite me for dinner with them. It was really delicious although a bit spicy, and I was touched by their sincerity.

5/11/2011-Holiday Again...

Its holiday again!!! Most of my course-mate housemates had gone back to their hometown. Although i can't back Sarawak, but i myself got some planning for this holiday. Rest was the most important part during this holiday, cause last time i overuse my brain and  my body, so its time to give them a good rest. Don't ever treat yourself bad, health was more important than everything. This was what my mother always told me.

4/11/2011-Relax...

At last, I can have a good rest after I hand in my work to my lecturer. I take a long nap in the afternoon and wake up to clean up my filthy room which I was too busy to clean up in the last two weeks. Although on that evening I had a four hours lecture until 7pm but begin from tomorrow it will be an one-week holiday, so it was fine for me, just relax...^^

3/11/2011-Work Done!!!

After staying at my friend house until 2am, at last, we had done our last assignment for this week. We used nearly 11 hours to finish it. My stomach was hungry, and I felt damn tired. I don't even have any energy left to walk, need to crawl all the way back to my room.... This was the first time I ever demand so much for my bed. I think I sleep within 60 seconds...^o^

2/11/2011-Rush Rush...

Friday is the due date, and there's two days only left for that. The overall progression with all my group members were about 10 percent only. It was pathetic to say so, but I scared we can't make it in time. These assignment things really make me insane just like a never-ending dream, even scarier than a horror movie. Tonight had to stay up whole night again...haiz...T.T

1/11/2011-Brain Juice Depleted....

Today, I submit one of my assignments. It felt so nice to have one of the missions accomplished...but there was one more assignment to go, which need a lot of thinking and reflection from myself. I already at my limit which was just like all of my brain juice being squeezed and used up. So, I decided to put it aside and have some popcorn with some nice movie...ahhh...it just felt so great!!! >_<

31/10/2011-Boring And Busy...

Another busy day for me. After wasting my time wait for bus, on bus to Proton City, just to found that the class was canceled again without any notification. Why i got a class leader like this, really over...wasting my time like a shit. What an awful start day for me...But never mind, i don't care much as i got extra time to do my assignment which need to hand in tomorrow~~^o^

30/10/2011-Totally Exhausted...

I was totally exhausted after I continuously do my assignment for the whole week, and I can't even wake up for worship at church, which is my weekly routine. I can feel my mental and spirit were at a bad condition. This was the side effect of overuse the brain. All my group members were in same condition with me. Maybe it's time to treat myself and the others better.

29/10/2011-Times Flies Like An Arrow...

I was totally exhausted after I continuously do my assignment for the whole week, and I can't even wake up for worship at church, which is my weekly routine. I can feel my mental and spirit were at a bad condition. This was the side effect of overuse the brain. All my group members were in same condition with me. Maybe it's time to treat myself and the others better.

27/10/2011-Another Hardworking Holiday...

I had a sweet dream. But the alarm wakes me up back to reality life, which was completely different from my dream, and yes, i need to continue my undone assignment. After having a simple breakfast, my friend fetch me to my group member house. I spend nearly 11 hours at there, just to calculate the all data and do some analysis which just make up about 25% of my work. This calculation works really made me want to vomit...

26/10/2011-KL Trip~~~

Yesterday, after having a busy day at my friend house, we decided to go Kuala Lumpur today to have some fun, and to release tension. To be honest, i personally didn't really likes to go KL because it is a burden for me as my leg unable to bear and my wallet...that's mean need to spend a lot. But it was fun because i go to many places, window shopping and eat some delicious food which Tanjung Malim doesn't have...^^

25/10/2011-Hardworking Holiday......

At last, the holiday that I awaits for. But, I didn't expect that my group members want me to gather at their home and discuss about our assignments. I got no choice but to had to obey them. My lovely holiday...I had to wake up from my sweet dream and fetch the bus to my friends house. This holiday supposed to let me relax and rest for a while. Life is unpredictable...so true~~~

24/10/2011-Awaiting……

Start from tomorrow the Deepavali holiday will begin. And today, I am already in holiday mood and got no mood for lecture already. During lecture I look left and my right, there were many students absent. I think they already reach home by now. The two hours lecture time just like a whole day for me. This made me recall William Shakespeare quote i learned at secondary school...
"Tomorrow, tomorrow and tomorrow, 
Creeps in this petty pace from day to day,
To the last syllable of recorded time;
And all our yesterdays have lighted fools
The way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle!
Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player,
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage,
And then is heard no more. It is a tale
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing."

23/10/2011-Good Day~~

This morning after finish my worship at church, when i went home, my friend already finish cooking and lunch was awaiting me. I felt blessed and touched to see they prepared my share although i already had my lunch at church. Later that night was my turn to prepare dinner and my friend praised my dishes although most of the dished were tin food~~hahaha

22/10/2011-Like Always~~

I had a good sleep today because my Teakwondo class canceled. However, still, I got a headache like yesterday. Furthermore, I got mouth ulcer. Maybe because of the bad weather cause my body getting hot. I felt so unhealthy because I always got sick ever since I came to Tanjung Malim. How can I finish my jobs with my body condition like this???

21/10/2011-Suffer.....

I got headache as soon i wake up in the morning, maybe last night i didn't drink enough water and cause my blood to be dense and concentrated, which lead to low blood pressure and low oxygen supply to brain(bio knowledge ^o^). This was small case, the most suffering time was my lecture time from 3pm to 7:30 pm, in order to replace the lecture time during Deepavali holiday...awesome...T.T

20/10/2011-Media Presentation~

Today was my EC media presentation. I felt very nervous and hope that I won’t forgot what I want to say when in front of my classmates. I am well prepared, but it seems that I was over concerned because after all, it was not as difficult as I think. However, still, I didn’t do well in my presentation because I nearly blanked out and forgot almost everything I memorized last night.

19/10/2011-Frustrating....

This afternoon, with my housemates, we plan to go play badminton at the gymnasium. After soon we get there, the gymnasium was closed and there was a note said that the gymnasium will closed for whole week because hockey tournament will be held there. It was really frustrating because they should have put a note on notice board earlier, and not wasting my time just to walk and seeing the gymnasium closed for certain reason suddenly without informing.

18/10/2011-Stress!!!

The assignments will never decreasing!! It made me sick and headache although it was used to train me as a future teacher. But still, i cant get used to it. Now it was sixth week and i still getting no advancement in my assignments. What the heck is that!!!

17/10/2011-Normal Day~

Monday, as usual after having a good sleep on Sunday, I wake up early and ready for lecture. The weather was very adorable. It was a warm and refreshing day. Its been a while since i the last time got this kind of feeling. I just hope everyday could be like this and no need to worry about anything.

16/10/2011-My birthday~~^^

Today is my 21st birthday. Last night when the clock hit twelve, my roommate suddenly gave my a piece of chocolate cheese cake bought from Secret Recipe, so sweet~~~
And at night he took me to Secret Recipe by car to celebrate my birthday. There were eight person plus me. I felt very happy but the waiter there spoiled our fun. They made a lot of mistake on the order and we keep recheck the order. Not only that, they took hours to made a dishes...It was ridiculous...
But still I felt very happy and thankful to all who help celebrated my birthday and those who gave blessing...
Thank you~~^^

15/10/2011-Training From Hell

Teakwondo training today was really tiring from 8am to 12pm. Four hours of training made me feel want to cry with muscle pain all over the body and the bones felt like to crumble. Maybe my body had not yet fully recover. My stomach felt unwell and I lost my appetite. I should get more rest.

14/10/2011-Unwell

Today, I am still feeling unwell and showing the symptoms of diarrhea. I feel dizzy the whole day and in during class I can't focus on what lecturer was teaching. I buy myself some isotonic drinks to regain my water loss and energy. To think that tomorrow I still got four hours of Teakwondo training, I don't think I can handle that....

13/10/2011-Burger……

Noon, I ate a burger buy from the library kiosk. And later that, in the evening, after I wake up from my nap, I can feel my whole body were weak and tired. And no longer after that, I got stomachache, and I thought I got diarrhea. I was uncomfortable about the whole day, and the burger was the reason!!!

12/10/2011-Hot Day

Today was really hot. I had no class today so I wake up late, and my body sweated a lot. I can feel the atmosphere around me burning with heat. I quickly take my bath to cool down my body and washed my cloths along with that. And surprisingly my cloth dried within one hour.

11/10/2011-My Interest~

My love towards teakwondo began to grow day after another training, although it was really tiresome. The reasons were that the instructor was very humor in the way of his teaching, and it helps me keep fit~~haha
I already lost 2kg from the day I came. By the way, I hope I can keep up what instructor taught me to increase my skill and also, to keep fit as well~~XD