25/9/2011

Sometimes I hate myself without any reason, and feel uneasy with that. I can even hear my own heartbeat, feel it, pumping blood flowing through my whole body. This feeling keeps me awake at night, and I can't sleep well, thinking about my unpredictable future. I am the type of person who always thinks a lot but scared to take action. So I feel bad with myself wasting lots of time just to think…..