22/11/11-Good News~

My big sister is going to get married next month and i felt happy for her. But too bad i cannot go back to attend her wedding because clashes of the timetable not allow me to do so. So at here i send my best wish to her and hope my brother in law will treat her well..haha~^^

21/11/11-Rubber

A person should be flexible, not too hard like a stone nor too soft like a pudding. Too hard the other peoples will reject you and keep distance with you. Too soft you are fragile and easily get bullied and cheated. A person should be more like rubber, no matter how you press it, shape it, hit it, at the end i will return to it normal state.

20/11/11

Although everyday got 24 hours but I still find each day too short for all the thoughts I want to think, all the walks I want to take, all the books I want to read, and all the friends I want to see. 
So many things need to be done in a day...huh...

19/11/11

People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that’s bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they’re afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they’re wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It’s all in how you carry it. That’s what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you’re letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.

18/11/11

We can never judge the lives of others, because each person knows only their own pain and renunciation. It's one thing to feel that you are on the right path, but it's another to think that yours is the only path. To me, the most wasted of all days is one without laughter...^^

17/11/11-Nothing is perfect~

No matter how careful you are, there's going to be the sense you missed something, the collapsed feeling under your skin that you didn't experience it all. There's that fallen heart feeling that you rushed right through the moments where you should've been paying attention. 
Well, get used to that feeling. That's how your whole life will feel some day. 
This is all practice.

16/11/2011-Simplicity, patience, compassion~

Simplicity, patience, compassion. 
These three are your greatest treasures. 
Simple in actions and thoughts, you return to the source of being. 
Patient with both friends and enemies, 
you accord with the way things are. 
Compassionate toward yourself, 
you reconcile all beings in the world.

15/11/11-Love/Life??

Where there is love, there is life. Without love life is meaningless and sorrowful. And there are 4 types of loves that are parent love, friendship love, romantic love and agape love. Among all these loves, i think the agape love is the greatest and it means selfless love of one person for another without anythings in return, in other words, unconditional love...^^

14/11/11-Life~

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it. 
Life is beauty, admire it. 
Life is a dream, realize it. 
Life is a challenge, meet it. 
Life is a duty, complete it. 
Life is a game, play it. 
Life is a promise, fulfill it. 
Life is sorrow, overcome it. 
Life is a song, sing it. 
Life is a struggle, accept it. 
Life is a tragedy, confront it. 
Life is an adventure, dare it. 
Life is luck, make it. 
Life is too precious, do not destroy it. 
Life is life, fight for it.

13/11/11-Fresh Day~

Finish every day and be done with it. I have done what I could; some blunders and absurdities no doubt crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; and I shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense. Cheers to a fresh new days~^^~

12/11/11-Just the way you are~

Sometimes people are beautiful,
Not in looks, 
Not in what they say, 
Just in what they are.

You are perfect,

Not in appearance,

Not in what you had,

Just the way you are.

11/11/11-A date with special meaning~

There are three possible scenarios:

1. Something good happens— There is absolutely no scientific basis for this belief. There are no known logical premises for this belief. But the probability is not zero.

2. Nothing happens— This is the most likely scenario. Just because an unusual date number sequence occurs doesn’t mean that something extraordinary will happen. Usually it’s a non-event.

3. Something bad happens— There is absolutely no scientific basis for this belief. This belief is not necessarily false; after all, things are generally/usually a mess. The probability is not zero.

All of this is up to your own beliefs. For me, i choose the second one because I never felt specific date will link to any special event~haha

10/11/2011-Start and End..

When you were born, you were crying, and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying. So, we should not pity the dead, but pity the living, and above all, pity the one who without love.

9/11/2011-A Test..

Not all the person I met in my life were good. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Sometimes it’s hard to decide and learn everything in life. But I will work hard on it…haha

8/11/2011-A story..

Mysterious Garden of Eden,
There has a very rare grass,
Because the probability of a four-leaf out of one hundred thousandth,
So it represents luck,
Therefore bring fortunate to life.
Eve brought it out of the Garden of Eden,
This is Clover, scientific name alfalfa,
Generally only three leaves.
In the one hundred thousand alfalfa is you may only find a "Clover"
Therefore, the internationally recognized "Clover" is a symbol of luck. Four-leaf clover,
Each leaf has a different meaning,

Dream of life which includes four things: love, health, reputation, wealth.

If you have these things, it has the fortune of the most precious gift,

Therefore fortunate life ... ...

The first leaf represents LOVE,
HEALTH on behalf of the second leaf,
Representative of the third leaf-HONOR,
The fourth leaf represents-WEALTH.

7/11/2011-Never Ever Forever and Whatever...

Every things and every parts of my body now, physically and mentally in holiday mode. Pens become heavier during holiday...make me lazy to hold them to do my holiday homework... Never mind, still have 6 days to go...haha. I felt so lazy, dizzy without busy. I just hope the holiday will last forever and never ever stop...

6/11/2011-Good Condition~

After having a great dinner and sweet dream last night, finally I feel refreshed and energetic, just like a fish on the ground get back into the water. After I back from worship at church, I clean my house, especially the kitchen...really nasty. And later that night, my housemates invite me for dinner with them. It was really delicious although a bit spicy, and I was touched by their sincerity.

5/11/2011-Holiday Again...

Its holiday again!!! Most of my course-mate housemates had gone back to their hometown. Although i can't back Sarawak, but i myself got some planning for this holiday. Rest was the most important part during this holiday, cause last time i overuse my brain and  my body, so its time to give them a good rest. Don't ever treat yourself bad, health was more important than everything. This was what my mother always told me.

4/11/2011-Relax...

At last, I can have a good rest after I hand in my work to my lecturer. I take a long nap in the afternoon and wake up to clean up my filthy room which I was too busy to clean up in the last two weeks. Although on that evening I had a four hours lecture until 7pm but begin from tomorrow it will be an one-week holiday, so it was fine for me, just relax...^^

3/11/2011-Work Done!!!

After staying at my friend house until 2am, at last, we had done our last assignment for this week. We used nearly 11 hours to finish it. My stomach was hungry, and I felt damn tired. I don't even have any energy left to walk, need to crawl all the way back to my room.... This was the first time I ever demand so much for my bed. I think I sleep within 60 seconds...^o^

2/11/2011-Rush Rush...

Friday is the due date, and there's two days only left for that. The overall progression with all my group members were about 10 percent only. It was pathetic to say so, but I scared we can't make it in time. These assignment things really make me insane just like a never-ending dream, even scarier than a horror movie. Tonight had to stay up whole night again...haiz...T.T

1/11/2011-Brain Juice Depleted....

Today, I submit one of my assignments. It felt so nice to have one of the missions accomplished...but there was one more assignment to go, which need a lot of thinking and reflection from myself. I already at my limit which was just like all of my brain juice being squeezed and used up. So, I decided to put it aside and have some popcorn with some nice movie...ahhh...it just felt so great!!! >_<